[Verse 1] if i ever thought it, yeah i would speak it, speakin' my heart, what i talk is bleedin' ain't got no love, got no one to fuck, i'm by myself, so who could i trust? chokin' the chicken, to myself i'm stickin, all alone i say, got no one i'm missin' no one to listen to, no bitchin', just visuals, to spectate i'm in the middle girl, ya i'm just grey i'm just fine, talkin' all the time rewinding the time back, just to be more precise, synchronizing mics, spit it right between your eyes i'm the fuckin' lame' kid now why would i lie? i'm a bottom feeder, but i don't wanna eat her, so put her back, plus i gotta weiner, dudes just get mad when i let em know i shoulda couldn't wouldn't have they can see right through me like wooden glass, AH HA HA they want me stop it over some garbage, just drop it, i'm poppin' pills cause i want it POP EM POP EM! pop em I NOM EM my hormonal influx gives me inspiration messages in bottles, i'm formally taking, i'm what i make it, like origami paper i don't make up anything, life's the foundation I am erased and I'm faceless now no doubt about it, my heart just pounds, I am an animal like in and out it's gonna rain but least i'm on clouds from dimes, to pounds, all across the world, i am the illest, on the mic i hurl, can ya'll just feel it? My heart is burned how to conserve this fuel? i'd better learn [Chorus] And I'm not sure where i need to go, this quest for love, just bleeds me slowly i'm going, down, and i can't get up, and i can't get out And I'm not sure if i need to throw, it all away, or let it float up, i know what, i have, but i don't know how, i'll get it back [Verse 2] so I live my life, like my cock is out it put on a shirt, and hop out, i doubt it oh how i don't like it, when it's crowded, and boy don't i hate it when i'm outted? you should too, you should, too. wouldn't it be better if noone knew? if you could pass, in a different gender's shoe, like me, like you, like who would do, such a thing to their little body, don't compare me, to the suicide party, don't compare me, to a fake bitch, barbie don't compare me, and don't get me started, to the little things, like the little shine, on my lip ring, are you friend of mine? oh bitch please, get the fuck off my clit, please, oh you wanna fight? then go ahead and mother fuckin' hit me, and i'm all alone, so i'm indie, i want this moar than life, like whitley all the tunes that i wrote, is simply, me, i'm inbetween, anatomy, i'm okay, oh i'm just fine i'll take my love and walk down the line [Bridge] All I had, were my two hands, to lay on the ground, and meet their demands I am okay yes i am okay, i am okay [Chorus] And I'm not sure where i need to go, this quest for love, just bleeds me slowly i'm going, down, and i can't get up, and i can't get out And I'm not sure if i need to throw, it all away, or let it float up, i know what, i have, but i don't know how, i'll get it back

[Chorus] I've gotta save it, for an occasion, that i don't know so if it comes, anytime soon or later, i will unload [Verse 1 i'll bring it up from the top, to the middle, from the head of my mind, get the pot, let it sizzle, I'ma the little known problem, of albuquerque city, i've been here all my life, i've never been so pretty, till now, i've got it, i ain't gonna stop it gonna keep it all forever, till the apocalyspe will want it, this monopoly is chargin' all my cash all my money, my raps are serious, i'll never be funny im rappin it all, then i present it like santa i'm a tri to force it out, no zelda or ganon, but i'ma link it all together, and i'm not even nerdcore, i'm on a dozen stories, yet i'm only on the first floor nothin' hurts more, than to be ignored, so i'ma blast the door open, let em know what's war i'm this asian poor girl, but i'll never come short never come short let you all know that ya'll fuelin my torch [Chorus] I've gotta save it, for an occasion, that i don't know so if it comes, anytime soon or later, i will unload [Bridge] I feel my veins, in just the way, it warms my heart, it warms my heart, i am ready, for what's to come, and i'm sure, but i ain't gonna run, unload the bullets, unload the bullets, from my mind, all i've got is time, unload the bullets, unload and pull it, from my mind, all i've got is time, [Verse 2] So here it is, here it is, i'm up on my shit, i won't stop the hits i won't mind a tip, i won't charge for this, yea, i said it's free, i won't charge for this but i'm running, and i'm runnin, and i don't stop, but stop it the bullshit, that you're all on, used to be all soft, but just on the inside, now it's on the outside, and i'm about my cock mine, boom, i don't wanna give it up, except the bullets, from my mouth when i spit it up, honed in the loved, so won't you play with the trigger, and give me the gun and i'm trigger it up, boom boom, all i want is you you,. shoot shoot at the ground you better dance with a tutu but who knew, me and you could be so close together, but it's better that i'm fine when i lose you [Chorus] I've gotta save it, for an occasion, that i don't know so if it comes, anytime soon or later, i will unload

[Verse 1] you're the taste in my mouth, our eyes gazed on the south, you're in and you're out, your name's what i'm sayin' out loud, good thing your neighbor's in town, to hear the pain i've put out, to see the shape of the shades silhouette, i'm amazed, at the place i can feel your veins, i take, you give, and i frame your face, with my hands, and my love, put you above all this, ya i trust: all in, i put my cards all in, did i win? it don't matter if i lose, Another round and for hours and here it is, it's your move i'm up next, though i'm the bottom bitch, give a twist and solemn in, now here it comes invitamin are you gonna face, what's bowtied and laced We'll take it at yo pace, i'll be okay, we're bout to take off, off into space, i will asphyxiate you'll rock the ship in place [Chorus] Now let it out, of your hands, let it all blow away, give it out, with no plans, to hold it back, no disgrace, and let it, let it rain, wash our backs off of pain, so let it out, of your hands, let it all blow away, [Verse 2] so now you got me goin down, and i'm out, of it, got my hands tied to the back, on the towel drips, the raindrops, they drift, the chafing pops commit, to every action that you make, and i'm a take another sip, that you, give me, i want it all, drain the wells got my back against the wall, i know, what you have in store for me i'm cockin' the gun, now hand it over please, this ain't hit and run, this ain't forever, this is a movement no one can hit it better, no one can give it effort, like you can get me weathered, i'm on the manifold, like animals we're rippin' leather off of our hides now, we're closin' eyes now, my mouth is open, I'm singin' out loud, I know, this is good thing, i wanna go again, so could we? [Chorus] Now let it out, of your hands, let it all blow away, give it out, with no plans, to hold it back, no disgrace, and let it, let it rain, wash our backs off of pain, so let it out, of your hands, let it all blow away, and let it, let it rain, wash our backs off of pain, so let it out, of your hands...

[Verse 1] i am not your guy, i am just a girl i've been makin' i've been makin' i've been makin' it work i put my hair up, in pearls after i'm twistin my curls, i'm on a mission, as misses, don't get it twisted, ya listen so won't you hear me out, i've been sayin' it, i am the lamest kid, you've ever seen but least i'm makin' it it's just the make-up but i don't make-up god damnit i am pretty, off of 5 months, of my titties skittles, though i am really little, i've got a big heart, and a big start, i've been rockin' this all up, like my dick's hard, i bet nikki minaj, would be jealous, cause i could whip out my dick, and then propell piss, you think i'm beautiful, i'll be your ten outta tenant, i don't pretend i just meant it, i am so sick i need medics, i'm more girl than girls, but straighter than swirls, i've transcended genders, and got damnit i'll make it work [Chorus] felt great the day woke up saw the change as it showed up so i wrote up, this letter, so i wrote up it better, when i was little didn't know what, anxiety made me throw up, but now i show up all dressed up, so i show up much better when i was young i didn't know, how this gender worked, i'd rather throw, my old clothes, away, and wear something more like me i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, just a girl [Verse 2] i don't wanna let it go to waste take the pills, every day, twice a day, that's what it takes, least for me, i love it all, got more confidence now, but smaller balls, whatever, and i felt small, but now never, this old skin i've shedded, has built me right up, and i don't regret it i'm better off this way, to talk, this way, to walk, this way, i get it on this way, hey, hey, i got what i've always wanted, and i don't understand why some people think trans means you're demonically haunted they needa get right off it, and honour the way, that anyone feels, even straight or gay, but hey, this ain't a sexuality,, reality is that you're ignorant if you're mad at me i'm happily doing myself, got myself, need no one to try help, cause why else? i'm myself [Chorus] felt great the day woke up saw the change as it showed up so i wrote up, this letter, so i wrote up it better, when i was little didn't know what, anxiety made me throw up, but now i show up all dressed up, so i show up much better when i was young i didn't know, how this gender worked, i'd rather throw, my old clothes, away, and wear something more like me i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, just a girl i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, not your guy, i am, just a girl

[Verse 1] I get this feeling without em, got no power, just don't doubt it i'm on another shit, talkin' bout some other shit, fuck on the bottom, i'm on it, yea cut the chronic, we're on it, i don't do nothing' quick, just relax, have fun with it cause when i'm rappin, i ain't talkin, i just zone out, and place the music in the air, like no one's home now, and blast it, lift sadness, live the bad like a joint, and just pass it don't fasten, your seat belts, live action, no matter what happens, just go at it you're growin' stronger have honor, concoct your pride and go onward no more stallin', or bawlin, pick your head up and get it on it, don't save anything, let it out and vent it please, give your mind serenity cause one day you'll face your enemies i'll need a clear mind, awaken from my slumber, i've got a bright shine, watch out for those sunburns all when low when low when low the only way is just up, is just up, don't give up just get up... [Chorus] away, from all that brings you down, kick em down, don't let em up, you're already half way, there oh, with my name, i love, them calling, me now, they put a heart on it a heart on it oh, i'm feelin, it all we are better off, if we put a heart on it a heart on it [Verse 2] it's no problem just put a heart right on it don't hold your breath let's be honest just do your best and you've got it with all those patients patiently waitin' but they ain't relatin' they're wishin' someone could take em, right out of ailment and save em but they ain't doin anything for them selves, so why help? you've gotta get down from the shelf, and develop yourself hey wait, construct your own foundation vacation when you feel greatness and take a bit of your time off feel comfortable with the situation and take it, the way it comes, don't you run, i'd get up, and take what i've have, and pass back all that is the past i know, i can't get, what i won't, it's not madness, just do you, just do you open your heart to the true you i'll need a clear mind, awaken from my slumber, i've got a bright shine, watch out for those sunburns all when low when low when low the only way is just up, is just up, don't give up just get up... [Chorus] away, from all that brings you down, kick em down, don't let em up, you're already half way, there oh, with my name, i love, them calling, me now, they put a heart on it a heart on it oh, i'm feelin, it all we are better off, if we put a heart on it a heart on it [Solo] [Chorus] oh, with my name, i love, them calling, me now, they put a heart on it a heart on it oh, i'm feelin, it all we are better off, if we put a heart on it a heart on it oh, with my name, i love, them calling, me now, they put a heart on it a heart on it oh, i'm feelin, it all we are better off, if we put a heart on it a heart on it